Had a Lisa, I would talk about my crush to her and we'd go around the city just killing time.
One night I went for the kill, started getting physical with her such as putting my hand on her thigh as we talked, kissing her hand, teasing her really hard and telling her my intentions(she's a really good girl btw, Christian, well behaved, non smoker non drinker, the good girl package).
So on this date we had she tells me she's asexual, part of her celibacy I suppose because otherwise she's fairly popular.
Turns me down, I went too hard on her on retrospective. So I start taking it easy, we get to know each other even deeper than before, hold hands when walking around now, she lets me sleep with my head on her lap in a bench in the park, takes pictures of both of us, she likes to hold my cheeks on both of her hands and massage my face slowly. So that sort of thing.
It took me a while to stop hurting myself over it because she's just not into me in a relationship sense, we spoke about it: she's a big fish who wants to eat a submissive guy who she can tease and won't take the lead, and I'm the bigger fish that eats girls like her, we're both dominant and so she can't take the role of leadership, not that I don't let her but when she plans something I'm bored to tears compared to when I plan something and we stay together for 10 hours a day doing things.
One day I'll get her though, but for now I'm gonna stop driving the stake into my heart.
Pic related is basically us.
