>>103508942This last summer i went back and visited after almost three years, we have been friends for over 5 years now, and I went with the confidence that what i felt for her was in my past, i was wrong.
It took only a day for me to realize that we were more compatible than ever before, more similar and mature in our life outlook which made want to be with her more real and strong than ever before. I could not only talk to her about what it means to be alive but about the dumb shit we did or watch last week , being with her and talking to her warms my heart.
During that week I visited her we became extremely close I helped her study for her med school ( I am a physics major) well into the night, with english and even a medical nerve exam and I was genuinly happy to be there for her. It killed me when I discover she had a boyfriend (she didn't tell me until almost leaving.)
We have been texting for almost 4 moths almost everyday now she is back in Spain because she got a scholarship and her boyfriend is not with her, so in a weird way I have accepted we'll never be together and have hope because of how our relationship has hold so long, she want't to visit me next summer so if she is not with the other guy I'll tell her.
Oh and right now I am trying to date this cute Indian girl in my physics class to see if I can move on but I suspect its not going to work because if m cousin were to accept me I'll drop her.
