You are a disappointment to your kind and to Jesus.
I lost my virginity at 9 without protection to one of the maids in my house that liked boys a bit too much(Latina to boot), age gap wasn't that big considering she was 17 but I hold no regrets.
This continued for almost 5 years that she worked there, God being woken up by a soft handjob under the sheets was amazing especially Sunday mornings when my parents weren't home, it reached a point where my uncle gave me the talk, a bunch of condoms and said nothing else.
Eventually she married and had to drop the job, it didn't matter much since I was 14 and I officially lost my virginity on my own terms, I continued to fuck wathever I could get until I hit 21.
I ended up marrying a friend I knew since I was little and put up with my sluttery all those years, eventually confessed her about the maid to my surprise she laughed about everyone bar my parents knowing about it, I'm now 28 with two girls happily married and the only complaint in my life is that my job is demanding.
My dick is an used rag but you won't hear me complaining about it, you live your life in your own terms, I never hurt a soul nor did anything wrong outside of fucking a bit too much but my life is pretty much perfect, thinking that you have the higher moral ground only hurts yourself and to be fucking honest I'm glad I got laid that much, it helped build character and makes me appreciate my wife more, I had fucking godlike sex and it still can't compare to waking up with my wife greeting me in the morning with my 2 girls and having breakfast together, I'm happy and where I want to be.
Sorry for the blog but getting laid doesn't make you a bad person being a bad person makes you a bad person.