>>101081336I feel like her blog gives a fairly good indication into her life. I don't think that it's her entire life, but I think that saying that she is a bit of a recluse, a bit overly invested in the media she consumes, and rather sensitive with tendencies towards depression is accurate. I mean, that's literally how she describes herself on the regular.
The harassment puts her on edge, sure, but it's important to understand that Zuke is a person in herself on edge. It could have been the fandom, it could have been Lapidot, it could have been something Sugar said/did, in some unhealthy mental states it is entirely possible to see everything as a slight, and anything could have been the "last straw".
I think it's very possible that, and this is just my own hypothesis, Zuke had some sort of psychosis around the time that she left the show. Maybe she wanted to do bigger and grander things with Lapidot and got shut down. Maybe Sugar found her 2TB stash of Peridot smut. Maybe a meanie on Twitter said a no no about her episodes and she flipped a tiddy and put the whole Crewniverse on high alert. But nothing about the scenario reads like a peaceful, normal transition, or even an angry "fuck you, I'm out" sort of creative disagreement.
