>>107851822>but try to branch out, either socially or just with what you read and hyperfocus on.
Oh, it's not about that. I've got 2TBs with comics, books, shows and the likes. The past two years I've through everything from L O S T
to Patrick Melrose. I've got a 100GB 2000AD folder. I have stuff to read/watch. My social life is pretty fucked because of some very bad decisions and happenings. Things can be fixed, but it'll take a while.
My problem is different. I always had a sort of "cornerstone character". As a kid,it was Spider-Man. Then due to MUA it was Doctor Doom, then for a while it was Ghost Rider and the rest of the "darker guys". At some point I unearthed some old Iron Man books and dove into him. And now I'm bored. But I don't know how to operate without that "cornerstone"; I feel as if something's missing. >Especially since IM stories are just terrible right now, there’s not much to get out of the character in Slott’s hands discussion wise unless we circlejerk over how awful it is.
My problem is this; once I cancel a book from my pull list, I'm done with the character forever. I don't know how, I don't know why, but once that email is sent, I'm donea nd I never look back again. I don't have much of an interest to do too. Any connection jsut gets "snapped". I've been meaning to get out of the game for a while now,but I need a certain amount of books, and I'm waiting for East Of West and Black Monday Murders to conclude. I thought about adding the HoX/PoX stuff, but didn't. I've dropped collecting, I've dropped vidya (for about a decade now), and I've consumed so much media nothing really interests me anymore.