I would encourage you to try putting your out there more and strive for something. I didn't bother with relationships in high school due to being stalked by other girls I had no interest in, and my first impressions of relationships in high school were all superficial by what I saw. In reality, I should had tried more, now my indifference back fired on me. I'm 28 now and I still struggle with this (and porn addled), try doing your best and strive for more. Don't lock yourself up>Does it get better
It varies, I have my ups and downs and long for a relationship, but I don't think I can connect with people with my inexperience. I suppose the longer you go at it alone, you'll be a little more content, but when you compare yourself to your peers, the cracks begin to show.