>mfw I the most positive female affection and closeness I have ever received has all come from my two 10 and 12 years younger female cousins back when I was living at my aunt's place around 4 or 5 years ago. They used to wake me up by climbing to my bed and snuggling next to me, which was pretty comfy.
>However, the only time I have ever been kissed by a girl was when the older one of my cousins gave me a kiss and whispered to me that she likes me.
>That same summer she basically grinded against me in a hot tub and forced herself on my lap, slapping me and telling me to stay put when I tried to get up and leave or get her off me
>tfw I am 25 now and being around my cousins is super awkward for me, especially with the older one.
She must remember those events.