She hates white men.
In spite of this, she exclusively dates and fucks white men.
She believes that every time she does, she's getting raped.
She gets off on the idea that she is getting raped by the white men she hates.
She ruins every relationship she has ever had with insane, self-destructive narcissism and hatred for men who genuinely love her.
In her mind the white men she preys on for food, money and sex are raping and taking advantage of her, and she is creating this self-made victim role for herself to justify her abhorrent behavior.