>>9934262Interesting stuff, I have never heard my neurologist mention anything in there, so I don't know what to say really. It certainly has progressed from what I would consider light but disturbing absences, to full blown seizures, in the last ten years. Something that really caught my eye was the auditory part, because I go deaf in one ear hear and there.
>>9934179The description I was going to do.
They start with an increasing mental effect that really distorts perception of time, including a mild falling feeling, approximately in line with my heartbeat (coincidence I think though). Reasonably smooth like a sine wave. (Its hard to explain without drawing, but I'm sure you can visualise a graph with that on). Very disturbing overall.
In the past it will have returned to normal on one of the down slopes of the wave, after peaking. That hasn't happened in quite a long time though.
They will now shoot up at that point instead, with massive amount of saliva being fired into my mouth (at this point I'll not be able to stop swallowing, but I can't tell if its me doing it because of the excess saliva or some part of the seizure, I'm too gone at that point) a very intense rise in said feeling over ~1.5 seconds, then unconsciousness as far as I know.
Its hard to tell where it goes from here, as you can imagine, but I understand I will start having a physical fit, eject all fluids, everything that comes with it. I understand I'll wake up after 10 mins or so. I will typically wake up ~2 days later in a hospital bed with no idea where I am or how I got there, despite having apparently been awake the whole time. Can't really move my limbs because they have been annihilated. Memory totally ruined for a week or so after (and general memory loss seems to be accumulating)
There's tons more details that I can't remember, but I don't like thinking about it.
Sorry for brainlet terms again.