>>10316248well its a tumultuous road when you are set free from conditioning, like relearning how to walk.. also with increased perceived threats and what not in this somewhat fragile state there will be increased paranoia to some degree. but if you are aware you can be more in control of it, its just what the brain does.
so to other people you may seem a bit "crazy", but you know how it is. to anyone you know you will be a changed person and they will view this as "crazy" probably. be prepared to leave things/people behind!
it means living outside of the box. like the allegory of the cave. but also some "norms".
people dont like outside the box, it is viewed as insanity, in many ways, by many people. people will see it in you, if you are free.you will not believe the nonsense most people believe.
its like being a newborn puppy, that raw energy set loose. freeing the snake within.
tldr;
it will be a mental ride at the start and is insanity in that sense, and in the long term it is insanity for being outside of the box/norms.
but its all good.