Is everyone here a scientific materialist? Shame, I wasn't aware of that. I hoped more individuals here would have "alternative" outlooks to the modern orthodoxy, in the vein of panpsychism and similar philosophies. That said, I haven't left this post on /x/, and neither intend to. What time I spent there revealed a crowd of extraordinarily immature individuals, very likely teenagers, using the board as an outlet for boredom, and not any serious interest or belief in "supernatural" realities. I would be disrespecting myself to post a serious inquiry on there, to such a crowd. Plus, it's more relevant for /sci/, who possess both the intellectual capacity and the background that I am specifically seeking out for. I wish more people were like what you mentioned though - having background on both empirical and "occultic" realities, along with their integration into a larger worldview if possible.
No problem about "not helping", your comment was friendly and worth responding to. I have had psychological issues, but those are lifelong and did not appear alongside the emergence of these phenomena. I do not take any substances, be them drugs or alcohol or anything else. Visual snow seemed to match my experience in the earliest stages of it, and still does somewhat, but it's advanced to a state far beyond the encapsulation of such a condition. And thank you, I am attempting to spiritually attune myself at this point, meditation and chakra work and whatever else, which I have previously only known about peripherally, and not comprehended personally. Hopefully more will be learnt of before the specialist is seen.