Nigga, literally getting a job fixes all of your fucking problems.
When you get a job, you get your priorities straight and you realize that none of the shit you thought you cared about fucking matters. Like all that internet shit with your internet girlfriend? Gone. If you just had a fucking job you'd realize, "Wow, this is stupid and a fucking waste of my time and emotional energy,"
Literally just get a job. You clearly aren't happy just sitting in your room all day feeling like shit, so get a fucking job. You can still do art but why have you not considered that maybe your problem is being stuck in your room all day listening to retarded internet people.
Like, that all sounds pretty rough, but god you people are fucking stupid sometimes. It sounds like "Boomer Shit" but getting on a good sleep schedule, getting a job and focusing on what fucking matters REALLY brightens your mood. As a human being, you don't want to fucking do anything, but paradoxically as a human being, you feel depressed when you don't fucking do anything. You will feel a lot better if you just do something. God damn. No joke, you're gonna keep doing this "internet depressed anime uwu shit" until you're like 23, then you're gonna get a job, realize how retarded you were and you'll feel a lot better, plus, with a job, you can move out of your parents house and literally never speak to them ever again, then, when they realize you're gone and you can't be their punching bag anymore, they'll try to guilt trip you into coming back or doing shit for them, then you tell them to fuck off forever. Win Win.