>>3728551Alright. I'll keep that in mind.
For now I just want to have fun with him, do all the gay shit couples do because he really really likes me.
I also thought relationships like what we have were a meme before. In fact, I rejected him a couple times long ago because I thought it was fucking dumb. I told him we can only be internet art buddies, it hurt him but took the rejections pretty nicely. Over time, I figured the guy just legit wants to spend time with me even if it's only on the other side of the screen. There were a few times I would miss a deadline and it made feel incompetent af at my job but he would be there trying to cheer me up sending words of encouragement until I stop sulking about it. It's a small thing but it motivates me to do better at drawing. He really does care ._.
I know he has genuinely good intentions. Otherwise, I would have ghosted him in an instant if he was another fuckboy on the internet. What started as random chitchats and art trades, got to the point where I would free my time just to talk to him. Sounds stupid, but yeah I started to grow feelings for a guy I never met in person. We have lots of similarities and there was just a connection there I never had with anyone. I could be out to dinner with another man I know but my thoughts would drift to him. When he asked me out again two months I ago, it was then I agreed to be his gf. He was so freakin happy that day he couldn't believe it was real and even cried, lmao. My bf would thank me over and over that I became his gf.
We're not that super far from each other. 174 miles apart. The reason why we haven't met is I am too occupied with my job, I don't want to file a leave just to meet a guy even if I love him. Priorities. We are both reclusive artists, we hate traveling. But we're going to be with each other on the holidays for a while. We will make this work out for us.
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