ive tried self studying for years. and ive gotten nowhere.
All the art communities ive joined, they all kick me out and ridicule me. In fact, wouldnt be surprised if a fag or two recognizes me based on this post.

I just want to draw a manga, webcomic, or whatever, not sure.
AND I WANT 1000 FOLLOWERS on social media sites.

I know /ic/ will just say
>update regularly
>git gud
all that. but, im too retarded. Really retarded. And im 20 years old, i cant waste anymore years of my life
And it doesnt help, that i pretty much hate 99% of the artist community.

Soo, heres my discord:

The-Fucking-Loser#6409
The-Fucking-Loser#6409
The-Fucking-Loser#6409

PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE HELP. I might even pay a bunch of money. Im so desperate, i might just pay $100,000 for 10 k followers.
Fuck it, if my investments take off, ill pay ONE MILLION DOLLARS, I JUST WANT TO BE FAMOUS!!!!!!!!!! T_T
And i want to empahsize, I dont want to be taught just how to git gud.
GET ME A FANBASE
none of the /ic/ people i ever talk to ever teach me how to get a fanbase.... they just, draw.
And people often criticize me for wanting fans and calling me horrible stuff constantly for my dreams of fame

i hope some semi popular artist, takes pity upon my post, and guides me to my dream T____T