Insert vent here. I'll start.

When is it ok to give up? I'm old af and my brain is retarded and seems to be stuck at bad beginner level. A few months ago I thought I could get decent and make a small living out of it in a few years if I kept drawing for hours every day, but I can't.
Even when I learn, I can't put everything together, my brain is retarded and my most """advanced"""" stuff look like the worst of the worst this board has ever seen.
I feel like crying. I kinda want to give up and be relieved. I miss video games, movies, all this fucking time I deleted for accoplishing absolutely nothing in drawing.
The worst thing is, if I give up, I'll be happy for a time, and then the thought of not doing art will haunt me again and I'll repeat this eternal cycle.
This is fucking hell, I wish I had normie hobbies and I could just enjoy life. But I don't have anything else in life besides a few friends. I have nothing special and I can't even find grills to put my mind off things and forget this nonsense.