and like this one is kind of the inciting point/thesis statement for a few different things. Like I didn't notice I put a white streak on it while it happened, but then once I noticed it it looked like Blue Green was awkwardly looking at it and Red Lawrence was making an anxiety face about it. It was kind of the start of really getting annoying about leaning into the wabi sabi memes and retroactively building out from mistakes and stuff idk.
It was also the same day I thought applying the Lateralus song to building a structure of "periods" or phases or whatever. Like I had been annoyed with the Blue Green and the "using black paint on skin tones" meme and then Purple Headey was like HEY YOU CAN RUIN PAINTINGS WITH WHITE PAINT TOO YA DIMBUS and I was like shit you right. https://youtu.be/Fda0qh3wC_0
ALL I SEE
IN MY INFANCY
RED AND YELLOW THEN CAME TO BE
REACHING OUT TO ME
LETS ME SEE
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope.
Watch it bend.
Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.
I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.
With my feet upon the ground I lose myself
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out,
I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.