i've been drawing most my life.
Knew i wasn't good but kept trying my best.
Depression has helped creatively but also hurt my motivation as an artist.
Decided to get my bfa in fine arts.
Now i have my degree and have no motivation left.
I have a job to support me but i know deep down i would like to live off of making art.
I feel like i've let everyone around me down.
I just seem to make stuff no one wants and i feel half the time the quality is mediocre even when i think its finished.
In all, its just all so tiresome. And im not sure if its worth the time anymore.
Thanks for the vent thread though, its been eating away at me for awhile thinking about this.