Drawing is all I have. I can't believe I'm being bullied at college by a team-leader on a power trip and the teacher will likely not intervene because he told us that part of the experience of a workplace was dealing with people you dislike but this goes beyond that. Our damn research team is doing just fine like the rest of teams, but while everyone else is having a good time and laughing, our boss has anger issues and just calls me son of a bitch and says my opinions don't matter because he perceives I'm not interested enough in our investigation despite the fact I did the majority of the work alongside my partner and we're the top 2 students from the whole university. But we're pretty much traumatized now and I had to sit there trying to draw while ignoring the insults.
One day I might just snap and have fun with a pencil inside his eye. Oh God I'll go complain to the teachers or psychologist, I can't believe I have to deal with this with 25 yrs old people.
I fucking stopped drawing as much as I did for the last month or two all to properly do my assignments and this guy who just bosses people around thinks he can drop F bombs on people who aren't his friends? My friend is a girl and she was pretty much crying tears of rage because of how that dude treated me so it was pretty bad.
But I can't say it's affecting my art. If anything I can dissociate and focus on drawing channeling my inner autist. So yeah life is pretty shit but drawing is keeping me on the line, I guess that's different from most venting here.