My current "gf" looks alot like Ava, she's shy, self deprecating and a NEET.
The thing is, she had a rough childhood so she's a bit fucked in the head, she's very scared of being abandoned, so scared that I daily have to pull her in my arms just to remind her that I won't leave her and that I still love her.
She loves to play vidya and watch cartoons/animes, she even has a waifu.
The other thing is that I'm 13 years older than her, she's in her 20's while in my 30's, and I'm not rich or handsome, I'm fat, ugly and a wage slave. I don't know why she loves me or why she even stays near me when I'm not rich or a Chad, she's not even that ugly, she's rather pretty, and I even took her virginity for fuck's sake.
She's a huge mystery to me.