>>104231174I'm fairly content with most of my life, all things considered. I've just been bombarded with conflicting messages about relationships, virginity, all that shit, as most people have, all my life. Doesn't help that I'm a pretty big sap and would like to do the cutsey couple stuff. The only thing that I'm unhappy with is the fact that I pretty much stopped trying to draw when I left high school and started working.
I'm also very aware of my physical shortcomings, my emotional distance and immaturity, and the fact that I generally don't have anything to provide another person so that's what keeps me away from even trying to develop anything past friendships. Some days it annoys me, some days I feel I lucked out on being below average at everything.
