>>3297495Stop coping, start acting Roxas-anon!
It's obvious you regret what happened nine years ago, and that you still care about your Sora-friend. Sure, the past turned out bad, and they didn't manage to save you, but they tried. Don't you think you can try a little too?
Well, this is supposing you've got a way to contact them. Go looking for their username and/or old deviantart. I've managed to find old friends from one dead site linking to another, so on and so forth.
Send them a message telling the same story you told us, with the same simple question if they're enjoying KH3. Find them again and reignite your friendship. It's never going to be the same, but if anything you will get to give them some closure. They were right back then, and you should have listened. Even if Sora isn't interested in being friends again I bet they wouldn't mind hearing that... If anything you'll just reaffirm that you haven't forgotten your good times together! You remember them and treasure those memories!