ur not alone in this feeling
and for me it's a feeling that goes thru 80 percent of my life
i was left behind by all my old friends
i had six years in the wilderness coz of really bad mental illness that messed me up so all my friends moved on whilst I was drifting. I conquered the mental illness a year and a half ago and so I am very aware of how much I am on the outskirts of life in many ways. i don't really fit in anywhere. I don't have much comfy or familiar times coz I have no friends but at least I have threads like this and anons to say hello to from time to time. I'm still hoping things get better in my life and I hope things get better for /a/ too.
merry christmas all anons.