>about a year ago
>sophomore in college
>always been described as a bit on the girly side, no muscle due to anorexia
>met some guy through my club, started hanging out with him
>talking with him about his ex
>he's really distraught, can't get over her
>really wants to fight her new boyfriend
>talk with him until 3 am, well after everyone else has left
>I go home a bit later, super tired
>he and new bf are going to be at the same party I'm at the following week
>pregame with him
>he gives me like 4 shots worth of alcohol in one go
>more than a little tipsy
>don't remember too much after that, I stopped the fight, talked with him a bit idk
>like 2 am, everyone's leaving
>he lives nearby, I'm still too drunk to get home on my own
>ask to crash on his couch
>we walk to his apartment, get to the door
>and he just starts making out with me the moment we get through the entryway
>dude's like 250 lbs and muscular enough to throw me around like a puppy
>I'm scared as fuck
>didn't want it, but scared as fuck, so I just keep saying yes
>he ends up molesting me
>he keeps saying how much I liked it because he mistook my anxiety with being out of breath from excitement
>"you're so cute when you're panting like that"
>still too drunk to know what to think
>wake up to him grabbing my ass
>I'm hungover and want to sleep, but too scared to upset him
>he molests me again
>asks to fuck me
>at this point, I was just so distraught and scared that I didn't know what to say.
>"I don't know"
>"oh my god, you're so cute when you're indecisive"
>either my face or my asshole was going to get annihilated at this point
>I start crying on his pillow, doing my best to hide it.
>eventually I fall asleep again
>he kicks me to the street around noon
He still believes I wanted it.
The kicker is that he told his ex girlfriend (my friend at the time) about it, and now she can't even stand to be in the same room as me.