This little girl was brought up being tortured, isolated, and emotionally abused by all around her. From her trauma she would self-harm and seek death, believing that her childhood friend was dead. She finally gets to be reunited with the one person who had ever treated her nicely after being separated for years, the same person she considered dead. He doesn't remember her though, but she tries her best to keep close to him so he can remember. She eventually suffers a mental breakdown and attacks him, believing him to be a deceiver, and in his pain, he tells her something only her childhood friend would know. They eventually kiss and make up and spend a brief two months in bliss before being dragged back into the constant of war. On her final mission she is nearly killed, separated from her soulmate, and sacrifices her life for him. She is, by chance, revived only to have her soul consumed by the machine she piloted. Unable to stop it she's forced to take off to skies where she will travel for years just to commit suicide alone, away from her friends, family, and soulmate. If not for her soulmate, she would have died alone.
She still died a virgin, never feeling her soulmate's most intimate embrace, she never felt the bliss of freedom, her life was spent fighting for something she didn't believe in, and the few moments of happiness she got to enjoy were ended in tragedy. Pray that in her next life she doesn't suffer.